After 17 years in the big leagues, Jeff Kent is calling it quits on major league baseball. Jeff's decision to leave the game is due to him missing out on his kids childhood, traveling from town to town and the "baggage" that goes along with it.
Jeff's teary-eyed farewell is in stark contrast to the gruff public demeanor Kent maintained for years.
"I don't get how you can go up to an opposing starting pitcher, give him a hug and say, `How you doing?' and then go out there and try to hit a gapper," Kent said. "I tried to separate the emotions from the game.
"If you allow yourself as a player to get emotionally involved in every little thing that happens, I don't think you can stay as consistent as you ought to in this game. I wanted other people to perceive me as a guy who was level emotionally."
But that facade came undone during a farewell news conference at Dodger Stadium, especially when Kent looked over at his wife, Dana, daughter Lauren, and three young sons. His 12-year-old daughter wiped her eyes at times.
"We're glad to see him home," Dana Kent said.
At 40, Kent realized his future as a middle infielder was in jeopardy. The Dodgers reportedly offered him another year but it was not a factor in his decision.
Kent leaves as the career home run leader among second basemen with 351 — 74 more than Hall of Famer Ryne Sandberg. A five-time All-Star and the 2000 NL MVP, Kent made his only World Series appearance with San Francisco in 2002, when the Giants lost to the Anaheim Angels in seven games.
"Being a Game 7 loser is the worst feeling that I've ever had as an athlete, but the participation in those games and being able to play alongside my teammates have put to peace any resentment of not being a World Series winner," he said. "I'm OK with it."
Kent had a .290 career batting average with 377 homers, 1,518 RBIs and a .500 slugging percentage. He was drafted by Toronto in 1989 and also played for the New York Mets, Cleveland, San Francisco and Houston.
"Half of my playing career I was able to get on a team and then make the playoffs, and what a special feeling that is to be part of," he said. "The reasons why I was able to do such things is because of my teammates."
Kent's famous intensity led to clashes with teammates, including Barry Bonds when they played with the Giants from 1997-2002, and the two once scuffled in the dugout for all to see. In 2005, Kent tangled with then-Dodgers teammate Milton Bradley, who claimed Kent couldn't deal with black players.
"Those two guys were teammates of mine and we won," Kent said. "I had run-ins with other teammates. Was it me having a run-in with those guys or them having a run-in with me? It doesn't matter, we were all teammates."
Kent criticized players who used performance-enhancing drugs while endorsing improved testing.
"The integrity of the game has been jeopardized for so many years and I'm just so embarrassed about the steroid era," he said.
Kent thinks the sport has made great strides against steroids.
"Baseball has created a drug policy that is on the right path, that has brought the game to a better level playing field than it ever was," he said.
Kent said he applied a motto to his career that his police officer father taught him: If you're going to do a job, do it right.
Jeff had some tips for kids who have dreams of playing in the big league one day. You don't have to be the biggest guy, or the fastest guy or the smartest guy to make it!
Kent hit .253 during the first half of last season, improved to .353 in August, then injured his knee on Aug. 29 and had surgery four days later. He returned to make the postseason roster, but was relegated to a bench role. He went a combined 0-for-9 with four strikeouts during the two playoff series and became a free agent in November.
He said he walks away with no regrets.
"I believe I've played this game right and I believe I'm leaving this game right," he said.
Andy Pettitt was praying that things would work out with the New York Yankees so that he wouldn't have to play with the Astros in Houston.
